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Lyrics from "BRAVE NEW WORLD"
all lyrics copyright ©2016 by author.



DOPPELGANGER
(Hudson)

Meet my doppelganger, he’s an evil man
You know that face in the mirror isn’t who I am
Sometimes I wish I could look and he’d be gone
I just can’t seem to get him to leave me alone

He’s a total stranger, he’s no friend of mine
The worst kind of danger you could ever find
He’s always there when I try to sleep at night
But then he disappears when I turn on the light

I thought he only existed in the corner of my eye
But now I know he’s waiting for the day that I will die

My doppelganger lurks in the void of space
Waiting for the day he can take my place
Sometimes I wish I could look and he’d be gone
I just can’t seem to get him to leave me alone
He’s always there when I try to sleep at night
But then he disappears when I turn on the light...
Turn on the light...turn on the light...etc.



EVERYTHING BUT LOVE
(Dorsey)

Science fact was once science fiction
Mountains wear away with time and friction
What's here today is gone tomorrow
Even the time were living on is borrowed
Love goes on when you're dead and buried
Everything But Love Is Temporary

One day it rains, the next day it's sunny
Taxes and death will take all of your money
Children get old and beauty will fade
All is forgotten we've done and we’ve made
But one thought brings comfort when everything's scary
Everything But Love Is Temporary

Love is tomorrow after yesterday’s gone
Even bad days are only 24 hours long

Once it's created love never dies
Through the decades and history it can't be denied
It's the one thing we make that wont disintegrate
Good things and bad things share the same fate
Love is a constant when everything varies
Everything But Love Is Temporary



SUDDENLY NOW
(Hudson)

Days will come and days will go
The future brings a brand new age
Time moves on an endless flow
The present moves out of its way
Can’t you see the past is fading out
Everything will happen suddenly now

Dreams are real, reality’s a dream
You sleepwalk all the time
Night are crimson, days are green
The colors swirl inside your mind
Don’t you think it’s lovely anyhow
Everything will happen suddenly now

The future seems so far away
It seems to take forever and a day
How many moments have I wasted today...

Counting down the second hand
The clock is running out of sand
The end is the beginning and...
I see it all from where I stand
Can’t you see the past is fading out
Everything will happen suddenly now
Don’t you think it’s lovely anyhow
Everything will happen suddenly now



THE PRICE OF TEA IN CHINA
(Hudson)

The old man reads in the paper
That the worst is yet to come
He does believe every thing he reads
Where do they get these stories from?
The young man counting his pennies
To save for a rainy day
Just like his father told him
A storm will be heading this way

What’s that got to do with the price of tea in china?
Could I interest you in some real estate in hell?

The old man drank from a bottle
The best years of his life
He’s got a son and a daughter or two
But he no longer has a wife
The young man thinks he’s a scholar
Dreams he’ll be a millionaire
In times of need will he show his greed
To the one’s who thought he cared?

The old man died in a alley
They said it was a natural death
There was no one to hear his dying song
When he drew his final breath
The young man just finished college
He got himself a decent career
When all is said and done, who has lost or won?
He pops the top on another beer



ONE CRUEL WORD
(Dorsey)

One cruel word was all you gave
She trusted you to help her through a bond betrayed
One sharp tongue cut her in two
The battle won you stand alone cause she left you for

One cruel word (One cruel word),etc...

One kind word was all she asked
A mild request yeah but you knew best
Too great a task
You built your wall, and hid inside
No one could reach down into the breach
And crush your pride

So what did you learn after causing so much pain
Would you take it all back, or would you do it all again

The night is cold, the empty room
You’re thinking back on your attack
You spoke too soon
You touch the phone, you hear the tone
You start to dial out across the miles
Can you atone for



HUMAN ZOO
(Hudson)

Evolution tried to teach us
How to learn from out mistakes
But we’re animals
And the world is a great big cage

We’re conditioned from the cradle
Until we fall into our graves
Cos we’re animals
Performing tricks upon the stage

Civilization is a word that we use to describe
What we build and machines that we have devised
Have we made it better for me and you?
We must remember all the things that didn’t work in the past
Because the future is approaching a critical mass
And now it’s time to break out of the Human Zoo

When it’s quiet in the city
You can hear the jungle roar
We’re all animals
We’re no better than before

All the progress we have made
It carries on from age to age
We’re still animals
It’s the fate of the human race



ZERO
(Hudson)

I cast a coin in the wishing well
My eyes wide shut and I’ll never tell
How many days I have come to you
And you know there’s something I have to do
I take a breath and I hold it in
Got to keep it all together when it’s falling again
There is no reason, there is no rhyme
There is no destination and no finish line

Nothing ventured, nothing gained  
Nothing settled and nothing changed
Nothing lost and nothing won
Nothing and nothing is none

A long time ago I was a younger man
I had many dreams I didn’t understand
Now these days it’s a different song
That I sing when things are going wrong
I run a race to the end of time
But when I get there, what will I find?
No revelation waiting in disguise
There is no badge of honor, and there is no prize

A lifelong  journey now has brought me here                  
But I don’t know why
I’ve seen the makings of a better day
But I can not fly



I WILL DANCE WITH YOU
(Dorsey)

Take my hand and dance with me
In the sand beside the sea
As long as the waves dance beneath the moon
I will dance with you

Feel the wind begin to sway
Through the palm trees beside the bay
As long as the wind whistles us a tune
I will dance with you

As long as there’s sand beneath our feet
Who needs a band, the waves can keep the beat

Take my hand and don’t let go
Understand there’s something that you have to know
As long as the wind whistles us a tune
I will dance with you
Yes, as long as the waves dance beneath the moon
I will dance with you



15 MINUTES OF FAME
(Hudson)

I bet you’d rob the sunshine of all it’s energy
Just to get your name written on a page of history
(You steal it all) You steal the thunder
(You steal it all) You steal the spotlight from the stage
(You steal it all) You steal the future
(You steal it all) Now here’s the headstone on your grave...

It doesn’t seem you have any shame
You’d do anything for 15 minutes of fame

I bet you’d take the candy from a newborn baby’s grip
If it’d get your name on the tip of everybody’s lip
(You talk the talk but you don’t walk the walk)
You step on everyone you knew
(You talk the talk but you don’t walk the walk)
Now I’ve got some news for you...

(You want it all and you want it now)
You want the world to bow to you
(You want it all and you want it now)
You really haven’t got a clue...



JUST LIKE RIDING A BIKE
(Hudson)

As the story goes, I was a sailor lost at sea
But the truth be told, I was running away from me
I hit the open road, I had a map to lead my way
Deep in my soul I knew I’d be back here some day

Though it’s been a long, long time
I still remember anyhow
And I find it all comes back to me now
Just like riding a bike

I go back in time to a place I will never ever forget
An unusual find, but they say you ain’t seen nothing yet
I try it on for size, it seems to be a perfect fit
I try to rationalize, I start to get it bit by bit

Second time around even better now
Nothing like a dream keep me on the ground
Opened up my eyes, see what’s all around lately...

Oh, I stepped away, and I tried a different route
Yeah I took a break, just to see what the world was about
But now I’m back in tune, with the way I’m supposed to be
Won’t be leaving anytime soon now that I’ve found my destiny



NOW THAT THE MONEY IS GONE
(Dorsey)

Poor little rich girl pursued by a country boy
So disarming when Prince Charming said that she’s his only reason for joy
He promised her that he'd spend his life
Making sure she was a satisfied wife
But ever since the downturn she's found herself alone
Now that the money is gone

He shines in the pulpit when he's preaching the word of the Lord
The most pious and self-righteous reverend the church could afford
They bought him a Rolex they bought him a car
But it stretched the collection plate too far
He packed his bags in the middle of the night now he's moving on
Now that the money is gone

Upon reflection some folks' affection
Is tied to the bottom line
No funds remaining they start complaining
It's only a matter of time

He picked the lucky numbers and exploded his bank account
He was surprised by the long lost friends that he suddenly found
Everybody seemed to want him around
He was the biggest thing in his little town
But now when he calls no one answers the phone
Now that the money is gone



LONG STORY SHORT
(Hudson)

A picture’s worth a thousand words
But I’d need a million more
Just to scratch the surface of the things that I adore
I could write a trilogy
An epic, timeless tale
But I’d have to write the sequel
‘Cos there’s so much more to tell

Don’t shake me now or I might wake up
And find that it’s not true
To make a long story short
I’m in love with you

No encyclopedia has the space to hold my words
I could write them in the sand,
But it’d cover all the Earth
I could tell you a story that would take the rest of time
Just to put it simply still would take me all my life

When my head hits the pillow
I dream of what I will say
When I see your face the very next day



LOOKINGDOWN TOWN
(Dorsey)

I remember a little town
Everyone was always looking down
The sun was up and the sky was blue
Everybody walked around looking at their shoes

Don't look up, don't look right
Don't look left, keep out of sight
Don't make waves, keep your feet on the ground
That's the way it was in Lookingdown Town

Sometimes you've got to make your own luck
And that begins when you start looking up
Opportunities all around
That you might have missed when you were looking down

One day a fellow fell on his ass
A bird caught his eye as he lay on the grass
Eyes in the sky and his back to the ground
Saw the world that he missed when he was looking down

Don't look back at the way things were
There's lots to see just north of the dirt
The seasons changed, the world's turned around
Things are looking up in Lookingdown Town



LIGHTNING ROD
(Hudson)

They say it never happens twice
But you know that isn’t true
You’re a lightning rod
For all the failure you go through
And when you look back on your past
You’ll see a storm about to brew
You’re a lightning rod
For all the pain that you are due

And now your head is filled with clouds
And your eyes are pouring rain
There’s a sadness in your heartbeat
But that’s easy to explain...

You know you bring it on yourself
Just by being like you are
You’re a lightning rod
You’re the key inside the jar
When you hear the thunder roar
It makes your nerves all stand on end
You’re a lightning rod
And you’re electrified again



FORGIVEN
(Dorsey)

I wrote my name in the sand beside the ocean
In the morning it had all been washed away
The water had no memory of my visit
My slate was clean and I wanted it that way

I want to be forgiven like the sand along the coastline
Let the waters wash all my past away
Everything I've ever said
Everything I've done
All I'm asking for is to be...Forgiven

Wrote my confession on a page made out of paper
Tore it up and threw it in the fire
Watched the ashes swirl into the moonlight
Watched my sins dissolve into the sky

Oh, I want to be forgiven like the paper in the fire
Let the winds blow all my mortal sins away
Everything I've ever said
Everything I've done
All I'm asking for is to be...Forgiven



QUICKSAND
(Hudson)

Silence all across the land
There’s no where left for me to stand
I call you...the time is at hand
I fall through the cracks in the sand

And I need your help just to get me through it all
I cry out loud and I hope you hear me call

I’m sinking...time is running out
I’m thinking what my life was about
I hear the echoes of a distant day
As the quicksand takes my breath away

Ahhhh, Ahhhh, Ahhhh, Ahhhh...

There’s no use, no use to struggle now
I can feel the weight as it pulls me down
Darkness soon will be all around
I will remember you right before I drown



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Lyrics from "COMPASS ROSE"
All lyrics copyright ©2013 by author.



VAPORIZED
(Hudson)

You listen to the silence that’s dripping from their eyes
And everything that you’ve known has been vaporized

They speak to you in riddles, communicate in lies
And everything that you’ve known has been vaporized

The time has come to take tomorrow by the reigns
You trade a bright new future for silhouette dreams and capital gains

You take a stone from the river to change the shape of the sky
And everything that you’ve known has been vaporized

The world slips through your fingers like the sands of time
And everything that you’ve known has been vaporized

The future comes in a flavor that has been synthesized
And everything that you’ve known has been vaporized



I’D BLEED YOU
(Dorsey)

You're so inside of me
I can feel you slipping through my veins
Oozing through my arteries
Like a bubble heading for my brain

I can feel you bounded in my brain
Like Athena in the head of Zeus
You're so tangled up inside my veins
Cut me open, baby, I bet I'd bleed you

As you trickle through
You send a wicked shiver up my spine
I wonder if I've got your nerve up
Or baby have you got mine

I can feel your pulse inside of me
Can you feel me breathing when you do
You're so tangled up inside my veins
Cut me open, baby, I bet I'd bleed you



SHELTERED GIRL
(Hudson)

She’s so naive and innocent
Just like a newborn child
You know I believe she’s infinite
I can see it in her smile
When she walks with me and talks with me
About the things we see and hear
It’s like every day is a brand new day
And every moment lasts for a year

She’s a sheltered girl
Been living her life hiding from the world
She’s a sheltered girl
Saving her dreams until she’s really sure

She’s so refreshing and unrefined
In an uncomplicated way
But she always knows what is on my mind
So I never have to say
When she asks me things, very simple things
That she really ought to know
I can’t help myself, I have to catch my breath
Cos it makes me love her so

And I wonder was I sleeping in the shadow of the sun
When she let her love rain down
Rain down on everyone

I’m not a man of the world
And I don’t pretend to be
But she makes me feel like it though
With her homespun charm there’s no mystery
It’s no wonder I love her so



ANYWHERE BUT HERE
(Hudson)

Indiscretion was integrated in you
No confession, but the lies that you told were the clue
Deceitful eyes, they hypnotize
But can I see through your transparent disguise

I’d rather live on the dark side of the moon
Than to stand next to you in the same room
And I don’t think I could make it any more clear
I’d rather be... anywhere but here
Anywhere but here
Anywhere but here
Anywhere but here

Repercussion, a word that you barely spoke
It’s just a question, but the answer always makes you choke
You say the lines, well-rehearsed designs
I always knew that something else was on your mind  

I’d rather be stranded on a lonely island shore
I’d rather hear silence than to hear your voice anymore...



NEMESIS
(Hudson)

As I lay me down and I try to sleep
I don’t get very far, I don’t drift too deep
And the moments pass like an hourglass on fire
I try to clear my head, try to go to bed
But the stars above are all blinking red
Night slips out on a silent shout of desire

The things I do are not very good for me
Now I find I’m my own worst enemy

Living life to the fullest extreme
When it all falls apart at the inner seam
It’s been a good run, we were having fun til the end
And now I’m running hard just to die so young
It seems that life didn’t last that long
You take the good with the bad
You take the bad when it comes here again

Deep inside my mind there’s a clue that I should know
Hidden in the light.. identity of my darkest foe

All my life I’ve been on the ledge
It won’t take much to push me over the edge
Now that ecstasy and agony are the same
Well it took my faith and it took my will
It took all I had to get up this hill
I won’t bow down, I refuse to play the game (but...)



FOUR HIGHWAYS
(Dorsey)

You didn't say which way you were going
You only said that you were gone
You didn't say where, you just vanished in thin air
And you won't answer your telephone

Now I'm sitting at this crossroad
In the middle of the night
Did you go back, did you move forward
Did you turn left, did you turn right

Four highways lead in four different directions
North south east west, what am I gonna do
Three of them will take me to the wrong destination
Four highways, which one leads to you

Did you go north to your family
Seeking shelter in the arms of home
Did you go west to some frontier town
Change your name and live unknown

Did you go east into the city
Hold up in some big hotel
Did you go south toward the ocean
Let the waves erase your footprints
And wash away your trace



LEMON DROP
(Hudson)

I open my eyes I see her standing
Like a silhouette in the dark
She brightens the summer sun
There’s something ‘bout the way she walks
I try to get closer to her
Just to see if I’m dreaming or if it’s real
It’s hard to explain the feeling
I got to go with what I feel

Makes me feel like a kid in a candy shop
She’s all I want to taste
Yeah, she’s my lemon drop

Her eyes sparkle like the fizz in a soda pop
I guess you know why it is that she’s my lemon drop
She shines her love all around me
And lights the way so I can see through the shade
I feel her warmth that completely surrounds me
No need for words cos I know I’ve got it made
She talks like an angel fell from heaven
Here to save me from myself
Her voice is a pure confection
Sweet as sugar, soft as baby’s breath

Her kiss is bittersweet
It’ll make your heartbeat stop
Cos the flavor lasts all day just like a lemon drop



PRICELESS HEART
(Dorsey)

You don't know how much your worth to me
Your heart is priceless and will always be
How do you put a price the warmth of the sun
How do you measure the value of oxygen

Silver, gold and platinum, diamonds, jewels
They're all worthless when compared with
Your priceless heart

No precious metal buried in a mine
No work of art in a gallery, no matter how fine
No vault in a bank filled with currency
Is worth a fraction of what your love means to me

What did I do to deserve a gift so rich as your love

No denomination, no number or amount
Could quantify your love
You're much to great to count
Your love is infinite it has no end
The Earth, the Universe
Is just where your heart begins



ROSE-COLORED GLASSES
(Hudson)

Once in awhile I catch a glimpse
The future is good, what I can see
But now and then your ghost reveals itself
I don’t know why you always haunt me

I’m looking at the world through a pair of...
Rose-colored glasses
And everything I see before me turns to shades of grey
As it fades away...
On this starless day...

I put a candle on the window sill
A beacon cutting through the dark
For every step I’ve taken forward
I find myself returning to the start



BLOOD FROM A STONE
(Hudson)

Well I’ve had many doubts that you have just confirmed
Of all the things you’ve done it’s this I’m most concerned
Like a thief creeping in the night, you took my weary soul
And left me here like a corpse to pay the final toll

You can break it up into pieces
You can strip it down to the bone
You can lead a horse to the ocean
But you can’t get blood from a stone

Now I’m back in the black, you try to knock me down
You’re taking your best shot, you think there’s no one around
Well I’ve had all I can stand, I’m here to claim what is mine
I’ll fight for what I am due until the end of time

Try to cut me with your blade
But it won’t do you any good
It’d be like a butter knife trying to cut through wood



MAKES NO SENSE AT ALL
(Hudson)

Life is like a roller-coaster ride
Full of doubt one day and the next full of pride

If you stop and think about it
Sometimes it makes no sense at all

Your nights are bright and your days are dark as coal
You gave it all, then you gave a little piece of your soul

Are we in heaven, or is this hell on Earth
We can’t go on living, but we can’t give back our birth

One and one and one and one is four
You’ve got it all, but now you wanna get a little bit more



MUST BE A REASON
(Dorsey)

Somehow the sun came up today
I got up and got on my way
The Earth kept turning
Though I had thought it'd stopped
Somehow I made it through again
Somehow the world didn't come to an end
There must be a plan, though I don't know what it is

But there must be a reason
There must be some meaning
Though right now I can understand why you're gone
And I keep getting older
I look over my shoulder
And see you waving to me and saying to keep keeping on
There must be a reason

Someone must not be finished with me
There must be a job I have to complete
Some explanation for why I'm still here
And I could never forget about you
You're with me in every thing that I do
As I lie here tonight with memories of you in my mind



OXYGEN   
(Hudson)

Out on a wave like a ripple in time
You have become part of this world of mine
Suddenly here, you have appeared
It all makes sense, so perfectly clear

You are the oxygen that fuels my soul
I carry you with me wherever I go

Float on the breath of an eternal wind
You bring me back down to Earth again
Come take my hand, lead me out of this land
Nobody else could help me understand

And now... you have shaken me
And awakened me from death
Now I live as you give to me all you have to give...



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Lyrics from "CURTAIN CALL"
all lyrics copyright ©1991 by author.



ARSONISTS     
(Dorsey)

Once I was a student in Vienna
And twice upon a time they called me “Joe”
But I’ve been gone and now I’m back among you
You know only what I let you know

Take these words and throw them away
Take these books and set ’em on fire
I will teach you what you must learn
How to smile, while freedom burns

Let me put this label on your record
Let’s remove this one book from the shelf
Bit by bit and you won’t even notice
But you’re no longer thinking for yourself

Long ago you fought the battle
Proclaimed your freedom and your name
Wrote it in your silly paper
Useless fodder for the flame

Freedom to decide is inconvenient
So I’ll just take the choice away from you
You think you’re free to make your own decisions
But nothing could be further from the truth



SIMON SAYS
(Hudson)

I, I can see the fools
They play the game
Don’t know the rules
High, high up in the sky
They hang their heads
And their egos run dry

And now the decision is yours
You will make it for better or worse
This is the fever that brings on the curse

Don’t do what Simon Says
You gotta think for yourself
Don’t do like Simon Says
Or you’ll be like everyone else

Dry, dry, just like a rock
They keep their hearts inside a metal box
March, march like a machine
In single file to the latest extreme

Don’t do like Simon Says
(Don’t do like Simon Says)...etc.
Jump, jump into the flame
The pressure’s on to make a name
Bye bye, you’ve sold your soul
For a life for which you’ve no control



CHAMELEON
(Dorsey)

Well you’re an old chameleon
You change your face to fit the situation
Never in one place it seems you change
So you don’t risk a confrontation
Try and try, it’s not enough
Start to run when things get rough
Reality becomes your own creation

But it’s too easy to be
What everyone wants you to be
And what have you got in the end
A total stranger’s calling you friend...Chameleon!

Slithering away into the night
You try to hide those cuts and bruises
But never close yourself from any option
Every person has their uses
Always wear the proper face
Every image in it’s place
Re-invent the truth if it confuses

And what if someone ever gets into your soul
What if someone sees inside
And what if someone ever makes you lose control
Just what the hell have you got to hide



THE ANSWER IS YOU
(Dorsey)

Just a child when you found me
Lost til you came along
I didn’t know what I was doing babe
I only know I was doing it wrong
When you sat down beside me and you reached for my hand
Now you’re living inside me
There’s so much that I don’t understand

Cos I’m just a fool with questions around me
But now I know it’s true
The longer I know you the more it astounds me
The answer is you

I was trapped in the darkness
My ship was lost at sea
Then you shone like a beacon
Was your honesty that rescued me
Now I’ll never be lonely cos you’ll never leave
You’re the only solution, girl
I just look in your eyes and believe

I want you, you want me
I need you today
I love you, you love me
Let’s keep it that way

Just a child when you found me
Lost til you came along
I didn’t know what I was doing, babe
I only know I was doing it wrong
Then you sat down beside me and you reached for my heart
Now you’re living inside me, girl
If you leave it would tear me apart



GHOST STORY
(Hudson)
- Instrumental -



ABANDONED
(Hudson)

What in the world was going through your mind last night
You picked a fine time to not leave on the light
You try to erase mistakes you made, to no avail
But I can not explain, I’ve no new tale to tell

In the blinking of an eye
We said our last goodbye
Like the sinking of a ship
And we all abandoned it...(We all abandoned it)

How do you sleep at night with all this on your head
Don’t you wish that you had left some things unsaid
And as the pages turn the story soon unfolds
How could you leave them all behind to face the cold

I...hear you calling out from so far away
But I don’t listen
You...left me, a little child alone and scared
To face the wild!

You oughta know by now, you can not displace time
Or rearrange events you’re desperate to hide
Who knows which way tomorrow’s winds will blow
You dug your grave now you must lie in it alone



A.M.
(Dorsey)

The clock is ticking like a bomb
I know it won’t be long before the bomb goes off
And I’ll be forced out in the cold
The sleep still has it’s hold
The pillow’s warm and soft
And you keep telling me...

Wake Up!
There’s a new day dawning
Get Up!
While you’re still yawning
Wake Up!
The time to sleep has past
Get up!
It’s full of promise
Wake up!
You Doubting Thomas
Get up!
It’s morning time at last

If I could pull the plug
I feel so warm and snug
Why must I leave my bed
Soon the sound I hate will start
Disturbing my poor heart
And ringing in my head
And you keep telling me...

Why must you bother me?
I want to stay and see
The way this dream I had turns out

And so my fate is sealed again
The morning is no friend
As far as I’m concerned
Alright I’m getting up!



PIECE OF YOUR SOUL
(Hudson)

And in the morning, half past the hour
I rip myself out of bed
The coffee is pouring, and I’m in the shower
Gotta wash the sleep from my head
Well, I’m still dreaming, the traffic is slow
And I’m out on a Sunday drive
Well, I’m still snoring ‘cos my job is a joke
But I made it here alive

You can run, but you can’t hide from yourself
You give it all and now you give...
A little piece of your soul

And in the evening, damn-nearly dark
You’ve made your final sale
But the line’s too long and the doors won’t close
And your skin is turning pale
Well, you’re sick of the abuse and the daily grind
You only want to go back to bed
But the government rapes every dime you make
So it’s overtime instead

And now that it’s over, you’re up on a cloud
You’ve met the judgement day
You’ve got a million excuses weighing on your mind
But it’s much too late to say...



QUEST
(Dorsey)

I remember us not so long ago
We were so in tune
We knew just where we wanted to go
Now the road we seek will take us from our path
Is this all that's left, percentages and math?
No, no, I won't go down that road

Are you still with me or do I walk alone?
Are we still the same people that we've known
Come on, don't give up
Now's the time to fight
It's not enough to walk my friend
When you're capable of flight
No, no, I won't go down that road

Don't write me off so easily
I will be back, you will hear from me

So much time has passed
So much more to come
The horizon's far, but we can make it to the sun
Though this road is long, full of twists and turns
We can make it there if our desire still burns
Let's go, let's go, Let us go down this road...



SOCIETY’S EYE
(Hudson)

Items of material wealth
Are not nearly as good as your health
It’s the mark of the status quo
You know it’s only good as the show
But it can soothe the pain
Ease the stress and strain of you life

Can you find a way to stay in Society’s Eye
Society’s Eye...etc

The jokes’s on the working man
Cos he tries just as hard as he can
Grinds his fingers down to the dust
As the world around him rusts
It’s hard to stay afloat
In a sinking boat full of sand

Your daddy broke his back
To pay the income tax
And keep the family name a household word
And now you work a sweat
To pay the national debt
(They say) it’s better to be seen than to be heard

Listen to me...etc.
The best things in life are sometimes free...

Can the Smith’s keep up with the Jones’
With their closets infested with bones
Buy a house, buy a brand new car
These are the things that make you what you are
It’s like a pesticide
Spreading city-wide to their homes



SOLILOQUY
(Hudson)

The lights go down on the stage
And all the actors fall out of character
Back to their jobs in the day
Sweeping up the remains of their egos and fame
But I alone will call
To the darkness sprayed on a theatre wall
And I will rise through the strife and lies
To take my place in the sun...
The healing comes and I am there
It’s been a thousand days
The feeling returns on a breath of air
Is this the saving grace?

No fire, no light shall outshine
The burning in my mind
I’ve stood the test of time
And I’m still there....(I’m still there)

I don’t believe in fate
Or fortune calls from an open gate
No scripture set in stone
In the cast and crew I have stood alone
Then the curtains rise to a thousand eyes
As the actors take their cue
In my mind is the opening line
I whisper it to you...



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Lyrics from "THE AWAKENING"
all lyrics copyright ©1990 by author(s).


HOME AGAIN
(Hudson)

Stranger in this town
Stranded like a shipwrecked caravan
Walks a million miles
Thinking all the while what a day it’s been
Lost in dissension
He carries his invention to the promised land
If he had to do it over
He would do it over and over again

(Well) It’s some consolation
Pulling into the station
With a new declaration
For a brand new nation
(And we go) Home Again
Home Again
Home Again

There’s a message on the wire
It’s rushing through the air to you again
From the flame into the fire
From here to everywhere it’s ever been
There’s danger on the rise
Wearing the disguise of a normal day
Someone’s in the hall banging on the wall
In a desperate way

Silhouette ghosts haunt the past
Like shadows on reflecting glass
And someone out there always staring in...



CRIME     
(Dorsey/Davis/Hudson)

It seems like you don’t understand a word I say
So I retreat and try to find another way
The things I think and words I use are miles apart
As I explain I see the fireworks in you start

It’s a crime
I gotta tell you it’s a crime
The way we’re fighting all the time
I gotta tell you it’s a crime

It seems as though I can not tell you what I feel
No matter what my thoughts there’s something else revealed
We’re so defensive as we put up fortress walls
You can hear the silence as it echoes in the halls

I find it so confusing
I just can win for losing
No matter what I say it’s wrong...

I know that all you’ve got to go on is my words
I find I want to take back things you might have heard
Though there’s a love that somewhere deep insides us lies
We fail communication, don’t you realize...



WARNING LIGHT
(Hudson)

Where do we go from here
Each day another year
The future is drawing near
So where do we go from here?

I don’t know which way to run
I don’t know which way to turn
I don’t know which way to get out of here
(Get out of here)

Another sleepless night
Beneath the warning light
A million miles from home
Wide awake, alone

A season has come and passed
A question that must be asked
A season come and gone
The answer must be known



CLOSE ENOUGH TO TOUCH
(Hudson)              

I see heaven in your eyes
When I stand beneath your skies
Your love fits me like a glove
When you’re close enough to touch

When I hold you tight
(When I hold you)
On a summer night
(When I hold you)
I know the time is right
When you’re close enough to touch
Close enough to touch

I felt a cool wind in my hair
Then I dreamed I saw you there
But somehow it was not enough
I need you close enough to touch

I reach out through thick and thin
Lost and found
If I open my eyes
Will you still be around....



SUICIDE
(Dorsey)

What if the children ask:
“Why is a tree a thing of the past?”
What if my little girl wakes up to a concrete world?
And we destroy the land
Turn rivers into sand
We slay ourselves with our own hands

Over there stood a tree
And that’s where the four-lane is going to be
There’s the field where we played
Next week it’s scheduled to be paved
And we destroy the land
Turn rivers into sand
We slay ourselves with our own hands

We’re already on the ledge
Will we push ourselves right over the edge?
And what will we leave behind
And how will we look in our children’s minds?
And we destroy the land
Turn rivers into sand
We slay ourselves with our own hands

This so called progress is suicide
Just what are we progressing to?
A blackened ocean, a smoke-filled sky
Is that what’s left for me and you?



CITY OF GOLD
(Hudson)

Now’s the time to lay me down
Come to rest on hallowed ground
Sleeping here without a sound tonight

Tomorrow comes I meet the sun
Don’t look back, I’m on the run
I have no claims, I’ve left no-one behind

Searching for a key
Unlock these gates so old
Searching for a City of Gold
City of Gold

Here I stand in open field
Between my dreams and what is real
Destiny is near, I feel, tonight

Take as step toward the west
The setting sun, the final test
Tomorrow I will take the rest alive

City of Gold
Streets of silk
Rivers that flow with mother’s milk
City of Gold
The wildest dream
The summer heat
Suggestive scenes
No sea of wine
No diamond skies
Then you begin to realize
A place like this could only exist
Could only exist inside your mind
In your mind...etc.

City of Gold...etc



MY HEART BEATS FOR YOU
(Dorsey)

I don’t know what to say
The sun came out today
It’s all because of you and I can tell you
The fire that’s in my heart exploded from a spark
Shot from you the second that I saw you

You take me by surprise
The second that goes by
The things you do make my heart beat for you
It beats for you

In time they pass us by
We laugh and we will cry
But you’ll still be the one I need to talk to
I want for you to see that you’re so good for me
And in case you did not know it I really need you

I was stuck inside myself
I never trusted no one else
Now I find that I can’t hide from you...



I CAN SEE FOR MYSELF
(Dorsey)

Well some people see what other’s would have them see
They take it all on blind faith, but that just ain’t for me
There’s only one way to get to the facts
You gotta see for yourself, not simply react
You gotta see for yourself
Well I can see for myself
I wanna see for myself, baby, if I’m gonna believe

Now some people feel what other’s would have them to feel
But how can a second hand thought be counted as real?
There’s only one time when a man is a man
When he refuses to crawl and learns how to stand
He’s gotta see for himself
He’s gotta see for himself
I wanna see for myself, baby, if I’m gonna believe

Some people say that they know the truth of the world
But there only repeating what somebody told them before
Now how many times do I gotta explain
I gotta see it first hand, it’s gotta be plain
So I can see for myself
I gotta see for myself, now yeah yeah yeah
I wanna see for myself, baby, if I’m gonna believe



CATALYST
(Hudson)

You shoulda been ‘round here long time ago
Before the industrial age brought the undertow
Progress has raped this land of its virgin wild
Stripped it, ripped it, left it in a pile

Listen to me my friend
We can’t let this go on
Better get down on your knees
And pray for home sweet home

Barely remember a time I could breathe the air
The factory black is stacked up everywhere
Once couldn’t see the forest for the trees
But now I can’t see for the shopping mall in between

Oooh, I believe I see a future
    With no history
Oceans dried up, lands divide up
    On an empty sea
Metro area mass hysteria
    Concrete islands stand
Where redwood forest turned to desert
    Ashes in the sand

Listen to me my friend
We can’t let this go on
Better get down on your knees
And pray to God...
Take me home



TIME TO SAY GOODBYE
(Dorsey)

If you could see yourself the way I see you
Then you’d understand the things I do
The fire between us is dying and the embers are black
There’ll be no living a lie
There’ll be no turning back

It’s not easy to say
But you knew there would come a day to say goodbye
I think it’s time for us to fly
Though it was beautiful for awhile
I think it’s time to say goodbye

The things we do are shadows of a dream
Our time has come and gone so it would seem
I know the both of us will remain intact
I know I gave you my heart, but now I want it back

For what is love when everything inside has died
And there’s nowhere, nowhere to run, nowhere to hide


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Lyrics from "THE FROZEN SUN"
all lyrics copyright ©1988 by author(s).



ICE AGE
(Hudson)

In this desert I have known
I am a nomad, I’m alone
My head feels like a tundra
For your heart beats like a stone
My world inside is crowded
With memories of love
That never reached fruition
And it never was enough

Love has hands are cold as ice
I melt inside my mind
Love is like a wasteland
Good woman hard to find

Could this be the Ice Age come again
It used to be that we were more than friends
But now your breath is like a chilling wind
I can feel the Ice Age coming in

My vision is obscured now
But I’ve walked this road before
Then it strikes like lightning
In a never ending war
The feeling’s so transparent
It shatters in the sun
What is there remaining
When all is said and done

Love has eyes are winter skies
That cut into my heart
I can feel the pain so real
It’s tearing me
It’s tearing me apart



PRIORITIES
(Dorsey)

I’m trying to piece together this problem we’ve between ourselves
It sure would be a whole lot easier if I had your help
I just want to sit down baby and talk to you face to face
But you just want to stay where you are
And leave me here in my place now

What do you mean you got to see to priorities
I always thought one of them was me
Well maybe it’s time you reexamined priorities
Look in your mirror, is that what you see?

Remember when you and I could not stand to be apart
Letters every day and phone calls later when it got dark
Lately things have changed and you seem so caught up in yourself
Well loving yourself’s alright girl
But once in awhile you gotta think of someone else now

I don’t think you’re thinking straight
And I know I won’t apologize
Because there’s pain in my heart
It won’t go away and it won’t subside

Baby look in to your priorities
And see if there’s room for just one more
And if it’s too much to make me a priority
Look at me once before you close your door



MINOR MIRACLE
(Hudson)

What’s it take to get to you
Just a minute or a year or two
I try to find a way, but now I see
A minor miracle is all I need

In this condition in this state of heart
Now I find I don’t know where to start
You once seemed near
But now you’re out on the road
Something inside myself is keeping up hope

A minor miracle is all I need
To get me through the night
To get you to see
When I’m holding your hand
When I’m brushing your cheek
A minor miracle is all that I need

What kind of fool have I been for you
It’s like a dream that I couldn’t see through
I step outside myself, but still I can’t explain
Why I keep running back to you again

It’s like a prison, but I want to be here
I get this way every time you come near
We once were close, but now the distance creeps in
What more is left than for us to be friends

I keep on waiting for the magic to begin
It’s like I’m living in a world that’s pretend
You send me signals
Mixed emotions, dreams disguised
But somehow I find what I need in your eyes



ISOLATIONISTS
(Dorsey)

Like a ship we drift alone
Far from land, far from home
No one speaks, they close their eyes
Close their ears while others cry
And you keep running and running
And running away from me
Yeah you keep running and running
And running away from me

Reaching out, we need to touch
But no one really does it much
Fearful eyes, distrustful stares
Modern man just does not care
And he keeps running and running
And running away from me
Yeah you keep running and running
And running away from me

If you want my song
I will surely sing it to you
If you want my heart
You know that it’s yours to take away...

Stay removed, and far away
Don’t understand, so we react afraid
So many people on this Earth
Will never know their special worth
Cos we keep running and running
And running away from them
Yeah we keep running and running
And running away from them
Yeah you keep running and running
And running away from me
Yeah you keep running and running
And running away from me



I DON’T NEED YOU
(Hudson/Dorsey/Davis)

Well once I thought that I needed you
And so I put up with what you put me through
But now I see with clarity that I don’t need you
I don’t need you, I don’t need you at all

Once I thought the pain I felt was love
But then I found out, then I ran for cover
I could find someone else now I don’t need you
I don’t need you, I don’t need you at all

On and on we have grown apart together far from home
On and one the seeds are sewn
I can make it on my own

But now these days I come to find
You’re no longer on my mind
You faded away just like history and I don’t need you
I don’t need you, I don’t need you at all



EXTREMITY
(Dorsey)

I was thinking about you when your letter came
What you wrote in your letter told me that you were feeling the same
What a beautiful letter, what beautiful words
I started to call your name but ooh nobody heard, nobody heard...

Now I wish I was with you softly stroking your face
My whole life concentrated on you
My whole world in one place
What a beautiful feeling, emotion running free
I’ve always been in love with you girl
Now I know that you love me, how extreme it can be...

Now I see you before me if only in my mind
I reach out to touch you but you disappear just in time
What a beautiful letter, what beautiful words
I started to cry out loud, but again nobody heard, nobody heard...



STAY WITH ME   
(Hudson)

When we touched
I felt a spark
What is it there
Exists between us
Is it love
Or is it lust
Is it so hard hard hard
For you to trust me with your love

I’ll never break your heart
I’ll never take you down
I don’t know where to start
Maybe you’ll come around
And stay with me...

When we talk
I hear your voice
And then I know
I’ve got no other choice
I write a song or two
I send along to you
Is it so wrong wrong wrong
For you to trust me with your love

I knew it the first time that we met
You’ve got those eyes that I could never forget
I felt it the first time that you spoke
Something deep inside myself had finally awoke

When you arrived
I got excited
I saw your face
My heart invited
We had a laugh or two
That’s all I got from you
Is it a crime crime crime
For you to trust me with your love



HEAVEN SENT AN ANGEL
(Hudson)

Heaven sent an angel down to carry me away
But all she said to me was “I can not stay”

Heaven sent a dream come true to take away my pain
But now she’s gone, I’m wondering
Will I ever see her again

Across my space
Across my time
She flows in and out my mind
Above the clouds
Beyond the moon
Arriving not a day too soon

Heaven sent an angel
Heaven sent a dream come true
Heaven sent an angel
Heaven sent a girl like you

Heaven sent an angel here to mesmerize my soul
I know that she has me and she won’t let go

Heaven sent a goddess lover
She calls me on the phone
When she’s away and I’m alone
My heart keeps turning to stone

She’s on my mind when she’s on the line
She tells me that she’s doing fine
I reach to her so far away
I don’t know what to do or say

Heaven sent an angel down
To open up my eyes
She gave her love so openly
It took my quite by surprise

Heaven sent an angel here
To mend my broken heart
When she’s gone it feels as though
My life is falling apart



STANDING RIGHT NEXT TO YOU
(Dorsey)

If you don’t want me by the phone
Don’t say you’re gonna call
If you don’t really plan to write
Don’t mention it at all
If you wanna make a fool of me
Then it’s easy for you to do

Cos I don’t know where I stand
When I’m standing right next to you
No I don’t know where I stand
When I’m standing right next to you

If you don’t want to build my hopes
Don’t play these games with me
If you want me to go away
Just say that’s how it’s going to be
If you don’t really want my love
Don’t let me think that you do

Times past I knew where I stood
When asked you say the outlook was good
Now you’re saying things you really don’t mean
I’m stuck somewhere in between

My life is like a movie
And you hold the second reel
It’d be a great advantage if you’d tell me how you feel
If you would only tell me then I’d finally know what to do



DREAMSCAPE
(Hudson)

Sleep in the warmth of illusion
Dream to the beat of the sun
There will come days I’m sure
When you will understand that
You’ve got it all in the palm of your hand

Breathe deep, take it easy
Time is your freedom is your time
Maybe you’re angry now
Because you don’t understand
But you’ve got it all in the back of your mind

Sometimes you feel
Like nothing is real
The world is a nightmare
You’re caught in a trap
Of your own devise
It’s all in your eyes
Feels like your mind is gonna snap

Let freedom ring
Let your heart sing
Let everything take control...

Moon shines like a neon sign for tomorrow
It’s a slow ride to the other side of dawn
Maybe you’ll someday wake up
Then you will understand that
You’ve got it all in the palm of your hand


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